WARNING!Bachelorfinale spoilers ahead!
Seriously, stop reading if you dont want to find out what happened Monday night.
Well, that was a short engagement!

Becca and Arie on The Bachelor.Paul Hebert/ABC
But speaking out in the upcoming issue ofPeopleBecca says she doesnt hold Aries decision against him.
But its just the result of his actions, says the 27-year-old.
Becca says she was very oddly calm the morning of the engagement in Peru.

Arie and Lauren on The Bachelor.Paul Hebert/ABC
I just felt it in my heart.
I just knew it was me that him and I were going to be together, she adds.
I didnt think we were at that point whatsoever, says Becca.
I wish he would have been more honest with me.
From the questions I was asking, I would have appreciated the full truth.
What did I miss?
How could I have not seen any of this to the extent of how it played out?
So in that instance I knew.
For more from Becca, pick up the upcoming issue ofPeople on newsstands Friday.
And see how things work out for Arie and Lauren onAfter the Finale Roseat 8 p.m.