WARNING!Bachelorfinale spoilers ahead!

Seriously, stop reading if you dont want to find out what happened Monday night.

Well, that was a short engagement!

BECCA, ARIE LUYENDYK JR.

Becca and Arie on The Bachelor.Paul Hebert/ABC

But speaking out in the upcoming issue ofPeopleBecca says she doesnt hold Aries decision against him.

But its just the result of his actions, says the 27-year-old.

Becca says she was very oddly calm the morning of the engagement in Peru.

ARIE LUYENDYK JR., LAUREN B.

Arie and Lauren on The Bachelor.Paul Hebert/ABC

I just felt it in my heart.

I just knew it was me that him and I were going to be together, she adds.

I didnt think we were at that point whatsoever, says Becca.

I wish he would have been more honest with me.

From the questions I was asking, I would have appreciated the full truth.

What did I miss?

How could I have not seen any of this to the extent of how it played out?

So in that instance I knew.

For more from Becca, pick up the upcoming issue ofPeople on newsstands Friday.

And see how things work out for Arie and Lauren onAfter the Finale Roseat 8 p.m.