Was she surprised by her exit?

Did she realize some of her fellow Healers had flipped?

And how did she not notice Lauren’s missing vote?

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Desiree Williams on ‘Survivor Heroes v. Healers v. Hustlers’.Robert Voets/CBS

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He was not performing well in those individual challenges and I was.

Secondly, Chrissy was trying to get rid of women and strong women in particular.

So once Chrissy had it out for me, that was pretty much going downhill anyway."

I think she’s used to being the dominant female in a situation.

And from day 1 it was clear that Chrissy was trying to keep strong females around.

I don’t think that’s a game move, I think that’s Chrissy’s personality."

In the moment I was not keeping track of how many votes Jeff was reading.

So no, that did not even pass through my head that something wonky was going on there.

So I was more preoccupied with that issue."

On when she finally realized a vote was missing:“Oh, God.

I don’t know that I realized until someone came to Ponderosa and explained it to me.

It all happened so quickly and you’re so sleep deprived and food deprived.

Pretty much what I was going to eat at Ponderosa was my main concern that night.”

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