Soooo, that didnt go well.Survivorsuper-fanJacob Derwins dream came true when he made it onto his favorite show.

How did it all go so wrong for Jacob?

Here are some excerpts from our chat.

EW RADIO: What the heck happened out there, man?

I was so angry.

I was so furious.

I needed anything else.

And then you see Dom get his idol in the episode.

Looking back, there are other ways I could have used it.

It was my lowest low of the game.

So I played it up that I was a fan.

I thought I could endear myself to them in that way.

Instead, it gave them more excuses to target me early.

You made a fake idol that you showed the tribe.

Were you worried someone would ask about the note?Of course, it crossed my mind.

And all I could think of was [pretending I forgot it].

For some people, it sent them for a loop for a minute, but not everybody.

Clearly, it wasnt a strong enough bluff.

Lets talk about when you described your team as one of the best tribes of all-time.

I know what you were trying to do here but did you lay it on a little too thick?

And my whole thinking was, make them look at me.

Make them look at me more than him.

Maybe it will influence their decision a little bit.

A lot of people have been commenting on me boasting about it afterwards.

That was really it because it kind of seemed to work the first time.

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