Because thats a little bit of what Im experiencing right now.
Heck, that season finale is what I consider the showsgreatest hour.
And although he was fighting actual Lucifer and not Lucifer-in-Sams-body, it had the same effect.
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And I LOVED it.
But before I ramble on about my personal experience with Apocalypse 2.0, lets get into the hour.
You call where we come from Apocalypse World?
Hard to argue with that.
Right now, theyre about to take out some Kardashian-loving werewolves.
(Dean himself is a Khloe man, which should surprise absolutely no one.)
And with Jack in tow, killing just about anything is incredibly easy.
Jack freezes them, and the boys shoot.
But heres the thing: The world isnt safe yet.
Out on a walk, Bobby who likes it in this world!!!
and Mary come across the dead body of Maggie, who came over from Apocalypse World with them.
But no matter what comes their way, theyll figure it out together.
Because as Dean tells him, Youre family, kid.
And we look after our own.
NO IM NOT CRYING, YOURE CRYING!!
Of course finding out about Maggie quickly send Jacks reeling.
Its obvious this Nate kid didnt kill Maggie, a fact that only makes Jacks spiral further.
Rather, it was Sam who left him behind.
As Lucy explains, Sam is a big, fat liar.
(Hes also freakishly tall, but we all knew that.)
Now, Lucifer is here for his son.
Lucy even promises to make him a lightsaber if he wants one.
This is our second chance, kiddo, Lucy tells his son.
And Jacks interested, but only after Lucy resurrects Maggie.
Moments later, Sam, Dean, and Castiel return.
They ran into a bit of a problem when Michael showed up at the gas station.
The boys instantly start thinking of every possible way to locate Jack.
This is also when Sam sits down with Maggie and asks what she remembers about her killer.
She says she remembers his eyes, but just then, the lights in the bunker start flickering.
Someone powerful is at the door.
The boys send Mary, Bobby, and Maggie away and promise to hold off whoever it is.
Spoiler: Its Michael, who floats his way down into the action.
Jack shows up just in time to save Deans life and throw Michael across the room.
Even Lucy seems impressed with his son.
But then it all takes a turn when Michael tells Lucifer we had a deal.
Thats why Lucy wanted the two of them to leave.
Ready for another surprise?
And furthermore, he liked killing her.
(Next: Dean makes a life-changing decision)
Youre not my father.
Youre a monster, Jack says, which results in Lucifer finally letting go of everything hes been suppressing.
And if he cant remake the world with his son, then he doesnt need his son.
He just needs his power.
In his current state, Michael has no chance of winning.
Lucifer now has enough power to kill Sam and destroy the whole universe.
What if you had your sword, Dean says.
GUYS, DEAN IS HIS SWORD.
With Dean, Michael would be the strongest hes ever been.
Meanwhile, Lucifer is playing a game with Jack and Sam.
So Sam does what he has to: He gives Jack the blade and tells him to use it.
But Jack knows he cant beat Lucifer…and he thinks Sam can.
(Im going to need a poster of that shot of Dean with his wings all spread out.)
Mark Pellegrino is so, so good, and that character has been such a joy this season.
Ugh, I will miss those one-liners, Lucy.
The boys are able to experience a moment of joy THEY FINALLY DID IT!!!
before Michael goes back on the deal he made with Dean.
In other words, Deans not Dean anymore.
Instead, MICHAEL is walking the streets.
Apparently, this archangel has a thing for suits and jaunty newsboy caps, and you know what?
Im good with it.
The season ends with a shot of Dean/Michael and his glowing eyes.
(What do you want to bet that guy cant appreciate a bacon cheeseburger?)
And that brings us to the end of season 13.
(Plus, Bobby and Charlie are back in our world!
Who can be mad about that?!)
