What went on in Georgia was mortifying, LaBeouf says, reflecting on the incident.
White privilege and desperation and disaster…
It came from a place of self-centered delusion…
It was me trying to absolve myself of guilt for getting arrested.
To be more frank, he added, I fed up.
He was subsequently charged with public drunkenness (which was later dropped) and disorderly conduct.
In October, the actorplead guiltyto a misdemeanor charge of obstruction and was placed on a years probation.
And youre ruining it, LaBeouf recalls Gottsagen, who has Down syndrome, saying.
To hear him say that he was disappointed in me probably changed the course of my life.
Cause I was still fighting.
I was still on my Look how fast they released the videos!
They dont release these!
Just on my defense-mechanism-fear garbage.
And you cant do that to him.
He keeps it one thousand with you, and that s doesnt even make sense to him.
When I got to rehab last year, they said I had PTSD, LaBeouf recalled.
Ive been falling forward for a long time.
Most of my life, he added.
The truth is, in my desperation, I lost the plot.
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