But then she wondered…
I have a lot of footage….
I dont know whats on [the tapes].

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I was drugged out; I couldve said anything.
But Nevins encouraged her to edit the video to see what she had.
She looked at me and said, Are you sure you wanna do this?

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Because youve built a brand on everything being pretty and perfect always.
But thats not reality.
Reality is, life is messy, and these things happen.

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I know why I was supposed to go through it.
I always believe that we all have a purpose and your goal is to understand what your purpose is.
I can decorate on a dime.
I can build you a house out of [popsicle] sticks, hot glue, and glitter.
I know how to be resourceful, and thats what I built my career on.
I didnt realize how irreverent I was being to cancer, and how pissed I was.
It was time for me to get on the gurney, and I looked at them…. Rx: Early Detection, A Cancer Journey With Sandra Leepremieres Oct. 8 on HBO.