ButIll Be Goneis more of a personal endeavor than your typical true crime effort.
The book isnt so much about finding a killer as it is aboutwantingto find a killer.
The narrative sways back and forth throughout.

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Other chapters describe with unbearable clarity encounters between the Golden State Killer and his victims.
What we discover, beautifully, is McNamaras interest in human beings.
This book, of course, has a complex and tragic backstory.

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Theres a twinge of melancholy here, given the firsthand nature of McNamaras writing.
And yet this is all part of what makesIll Be Gonesuch a singular, fascinating read.
Its lifelike in its incompletion.
It still is, mostly a posthumous treasure that feels thrillingly alive.A-