He wants Bonnie to go to Annalises apartment and be on suicide watch.

But she cant handle that right now and breaks down.

Back at Annalises place, shes staring down Gabriel when her phone rings.

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Frank wants to come over, but Annalise shuts him down.

Instead, she pours two stiff drinks (vodka, straight up) and tells Gabriel to sit.

Connor and Oliver are about to enjoy their wedding night, dodging phone calls from the Keating Four.

Eventually, Laurel calls their room phone because its an emergency.

She gathers the Keating Krew TM and tells them the truth about Gabriel.

Annalise calls Gabriels bluff about her drinking getting her disbarred and then accuses him of being a liar.

Which, may or may not be true (as with most things she says).

She says its all online Wes killed him and thats the truth.

Sam puts Annalise to bed, but before he goes, she tells him about Christophe, a.k.a.

She wants to adopt him.

His mother died and their baby died they need each other.

Ah, so this is why she always viewed him as a second son.

It all makes sense now.

Sam says its too soon to think about this and dismisses her request.

He googles Vivian Maddox and finds an address listing for her in Hyde Park, Chicago.

He calls her and leaves a message asking to meet their son.

Back in the present day, Bonnie opens the door to a pizza delivery and gives a huge tip.

Laurel calls Frank to tell him about the blood on Bonnies leg theyre all on speakerphone.

I thought you were the one with a heart still.

In the past, Bonnie comes over and comforts Sam before Annalise interrupts.

He has to live with his guilt and his pain just like the rest of them.

Sam broke both their hearts and betrayed them all.

He insists Annalise is grieving too much to know what she wants.

He lays down an ultimatum if they stay married, there will be no adoption.

But she counters that shes going through with it with or without him.

Without him, it is then.

Too bad Miller is dead bud.

Bonnie bemoans to Frank how Annalise was right and Miller was playing her.

Annalise and Sam are still talking over the phone.

Bonnie receives a call from Millers number back in our current timeline.

Its Nate hes doing it so that theres a record of Millers final call to her at this time.

Its the last time they spoke and hes drunk, trying to apologize thats what she should say.

She wants to know where Nate is so Frank can go pick him up.

Younger Frank and Bonnie get cozy.

Bonnie is worried about Sam; hes worried about Annalise.

They kiss and then almost immediately tear each others clothes off.

Later, she is drunk, distraught and calling Sam to come home.

Bonnie checks her phone after having sex with Frank and sees she has no missed calls.

She goes upstairs to find Annalise passed out on her bathroom floor with an empty bottle of pills.

This is the suicide attempt Bonnie saved her from that the two have alluded to for so long.

Annalise explains that the adoption isnt happening.

Shes been kidding herself thinking she could be a mother because Sam talked her into believing it was possible.

Shes glad Bonnie is in her life.

She sobs with a keening cry, insisting she killed her baby and its all her fault.

Its a truly devastating scene, giving you a sense of just how badly these circumstances broke Annalise.

Boy, you so thirsty.

Theres a knock at his door and its someone he doesnt know.

We jump to Sams return home Frank shows him an email.

Its to Vivian, Gabriels mom, and Frank tells him to delete it.

We get a taste here of what once was before they became addicts, murderers, and the like.

Its a complex, unflinching view of how grief and lies can corrupt even the most well-intentioned.

Its a chilling reminder that we all live in shades of grey.

Oliver reveals to Connor what his dad said about protecting him from his own worst instincts.

They agree to protect each other.

Michaela comes down to the couch to embrace Asher, claiming shes too freaked out to be alone.

Hes not buying it.

The last moments of the episode are accompanied by a voiceover of the email Sam Keating sent Vivian Maddox.

An email that Sam permanently deleted, as Frank asked.

The email explains that he was trying to make things right, that their son is a beautiful kid.

This plays over Laurel discovering a spot of blood on Christophers hat (which certainly complicates matters).

Nate is back at Bonnies having been safely retrieved by Frank.

He takes the full blame for Millers death, but Bonnie wont let him.

He tries to comfort her, saying he wouldve died either way.

She just saved him some pain by suffocating him.

He makes a mysterious phone call, telling the other end of the line that he screwed up.

They found out who I am, he says.

Does anyone on this show ever tell the truth?

Yes, thats a rhetorical question.

To prove to Annalise that Sam never deserved her.

But to what end?

Whats your motivation, Eve?

And does this somehow tie back to Gabriels shady dealings?