This post contains major spoilers regarding the most recent installment ofRuPaul’s Drag Race.

Read ahead at your own risk!

Read on for the full interview.

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ENTERTAINMENT WEEKLY: Hi Blair!

Are you holding up ok?BLAIR ST. CLAIR:Yeah, I’m great!

It’s about finding [what] your true dreams [are] from what life handed you.

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Do you think the judges maybe didn’t understand you or know what to do with you?

I was happy to bring that to the show and maybe introduce something slightly new.

I was thinking, “Oh my gosh, am I a failure?

Am I a problem?”

It was brave to open up about your experience with rape.

Had you planned to open up on the show?

It’s my job now to be able to change one life at a time.

That’s important for people to see too, right?

The protective sisterhoodDrag Raceforms?Completely.

It’s something that I’ve gone through personally.

[But that story] wasn’t factually [correct].