My older son was headed off to college.

Charlie and I have always been tightly bonded.

I also knew that Donna Lynne would play the emotion and dimension of this story perfectly.

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Credit: Tyler Golden/The CW; Inset: Kit Karzen

In this episode, I love Paulas strength and courage and the way Donna Lynne brings them to life.

Paulas complete refusal, at first, to deal with whats happening mirrored exactly what I was doing.

I was buying folding duffels and sheets-in-a-bag and not thinking about him leaving.

As always, I felt so supported by the wonderful people on our show.

I wept through a lot of that weekend.

(Mom, stop with the waterworks!)

My sadness at seeing him go, though, was tempered by the joy of seeing him set free.

Hes a great kid and the world is lucky to have him.

Watching her sing is an awe-inspiring experience, her voice always truly a wonder to me.

The day Erin finally showed me the episode, its possible I ugly-cried in the editing room.

(Reader, I did.)

I love the song, the episode and not just Donna Lynnes performance but Zaynes as well.

I hope Charlie watched it tonight.

I also hope he was too busy to watch it.

Im so grateful to them.